Self-Taunting

When I look inside myself I always wonder who you are Cause I know I don't know you well But I know I've seen you before, before, before!!! And this question taunts me Feels like self-centered haunting I don’t like it when you taught me I see you through me but you’re not me I want to chase my dreams I feel so lost at sea I don’t know where I am Until I wake up in this life again What a big mess to sort through now Cant say that I blame you for walking out So much easier to light it all away Let it go as high as it wants to blaze!!! And this question taunts me Feels like self-centered haunting I don’t like it when you taught me I see you through me but you’re not me I want to chase my dreams I feel so lost at sea I don’t know where I am Until I wake up in this life again Where are we when no one else can find us? It's not lost and found anymore that binds us You've played your games and now I warn your time’s up Your antagonistic ways have helped make my mind up Get out of my head There’s no room for your bed Your stop is up next Down to the bottom with the fish you rest