Worthless Desires

Trapped in a convoluted nightmare in search of sense Eviscerated walls of flesh dripping and thick with gore Dark sack of pleasure Slowly the light blinds my insides Screams of horror climax into the darkness Ripped from within

Everdying, decaying rotting flesh Filth from birth to burial Time swallows all Abstraction of chaos Breathing the dead flesh, dust from long ago Absorbed by organisms, a hopeless fucking mortal coil A universe built on the sins of men Bastards burn from fluids Billions of slabs of bleeding meat revolving around a ball of fire Idiot beings in society, to live is a worthless desire All the world will turn to ash There is nothing here

The lens through which I seek is of dust and glass I will paint a self-portrait with the entrails of others Inside it will be a black hole filled with my nightmares It will remain Mindless state of disorder inspired by the basest of urges Imagined by the most impossible The face that stares back A madman enthralled by malice and disease Mindless state of disorder inspired by the basest of urges Imagined by the most impossible My face is a black hole You are my eyes

An entity enslaved with the breath of life Born into a system of chaos Weary being, maintaining the machine Extinction is liberty A curse, a nightmarish stare, a lie, a withered end to all Fighting against an instinct, knowing there is no purpose Creating keeps me occupied while I wait to die Survival is the bane of the living To give up is to see a new light A slave to perpetual existence