After all my brain found its own timeline.
I can think clearly and calmly about everything that died.
Everyone is happy when they see me smile
Crossing their fingers hoping I'll show them that pain they can't drive.
So intense, so raw, U can't take it anymore.
And that's tiring, and that's scary. U have a life 2 core.
I didn't want 2 Blieve it was true when U encouraged
I didn't want to hear if U said you'd B there 4ever.
The day comes when I stick my feet out. They say hello, but you're already gone.
I didn't want 2 Believe it was a lie when U cheered me before
So intense, so raw, I can't take it anymore.
And that's tiring, and that's scary. I have a life 2 deal with.
And now I have 2 leave it all behind and learn the damn lesson
