I Always Forget, I Always Survive

LONG DRIVES TO THE BEACH I'M SEVEN BUT SOMEHOW LESS BUCKET SEAT RIDERS ON PAINKILLERS SINGING ALLELUIA OR WHATEVER THE FUCK LAID OUT ON THE BACK SEAT YOU'RE EIGHT BUT HAVE SEEN IT ALL IT STARTS WITH YOUR FEET THEN BUILDS UP TO YOUR MOM'S BACK PAIN TOOL YOU'RE LIVING NEXT DOOR AND YOU'RE LAUGHING [REDACTED] YOUR TIMING WAS ALWAYS IMPECCABLE YOU WANTED TO KNOW IT IS WHAT YOU SAID YOU WANTED TO SHOW ME IS WHAT YOU MEANT YOU ALREADY KNEW YOU’VE ALREADY SHOWN I DRIVE THE UGLY TRUTH INTO MY NAILBED FOR FIFTEEN FUCKING YEARS TBI SPRING BREAK FOR FRONTAL LOBE POST-CONCUSSION DREAMLAND EXPRESS [REDACTED] BY SOMEONE OTHER THAN YOURSELF FIVE RED NAIL HOLES ON DISPLAY FOR THE WAITING ROOM DWELLERS PICKED UP FROM THE PARTY YOU'RE SPEAKING CLEARER THAN YOU THINK YOU TELL ME YOUR PLANS AND WHY YOU MADE THEM AND HOW YOU’D DO IT AGAIN YOU WANTED TO KNOW IT IS WHAT YOU SAID YOU WANTED TO SHOW ME IS WHAT YOU MEANT BUT I ALWAYS FORGET AND I ALWAYS SURVIVE AND THIS IS HOW NOBODIES ARE MADE ENJOY YOUR ADDICTION TO EVERYTHING