Inundated

In the back of the mind In the front of the line Always asserting themselves Never understanding Oblivious and shielded Living in an alternate dimension All the while, I was waiting on you To listen to my music and think that I’m cool There’s nothing I can even do now There’s only how I treated you badly There’s nothing I can fucking do now Take my life or I’ll die of overthinking Break it down slow I promise you will understand Break it down slow I guarantee you’ll see the plan Back of the mind At the flip of a dime A policy of mistrust Is what we have in this busted fucking nightmare The end’s slow How I wish I could skip to then Hell is a hammer being swung at my face And you kicked it on the way A delusional state of mind Can only get you so far Only get you so far There’s nothing I can even do now Take my life or I’ll die of overthinking Break it down slow I promise you will understand Break it down slow I guarantee you’ll see the plan I guarantee you’ll see the plan In the back of the mind I’ve been spending time Growing and tending myself Nourishment needed like hell