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Resolve

from Indoctrination

June 4th, 2025
12 tracks
76:02
Indoctrination
Indoctrination
Resolve
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Resolve
Carmine Rebellion
I've opened my eyes and now I can see The way these people have mistreated me Telling me who they'll allow me to be This place is so wrong Soon I will be gone I can't stay here in this suffocating place If they won't let me leave then I'll escape I long to see again my lover's face I need to be free There's no stopping me I’ve reached a decision I’ve found my mission I’m resolved to be free I’m resolved to be me I can't just conform To an ideal that was born From your bigotry I can't hide who I am I can't bury my own Whole identity I’ve reached a decision I’ve found my mission I’m resolved to be free I’m resolved to be me I can't be who I'm not I can't just forget Your hostility I cant hide who I love I'd put that far above Your fragility I’ve reached a decision I’ve found my mission I’m resolved to be free I’m resolved to be me
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Indoctrination is a speculative fiction concept album. It tells a story about a woman who wakes up with amnesia. She is indoctrinated into a seemingly friendly cult, but things take a sinister turn. Gradually, it becomes clear that she is being subjected to a weird form of conversion therapy. (Content warning - look after yourself!)

This felt like a very important project to me. I've thankfully never experienced conversion therapy myself, but I find the concept horrifying. It wasn't a subject I intentionally set out to tackle. I was working on a story idea - as an exercise - about a woman with amnesia being indoctrinated into a cult. Her lesbian awakening was originally a way of creating some friction between her and the cult, because the character needed motivation to leave. But as soon as I considered it, I realised that she had effectively experienced a sort of conversion therapy. That gave the idea a new importance to me, and I felt like I should pursue it. I re-worked the plot a bit more to make the conversion therapy aspect a deliberate scheme, rather than an accident, and set to work. I hope I've done the subject justice.

Credits

Music and lyrics by Mara Flint. Performed by Mara Flint.