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Escape

from Indoctrination

June 4th, 2025
12 tracks
76:02
Indoctrination
Indoctrination
Escape
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7:16
Escape
Carmine Rebellion
I've got to get away from here I can't stay in this place where I just can't be me I can't stay hidden when I'm longing to be seen I've got to get away from here I'm just a prisoner and I need to escape The way is narrow but it will never be straight I need to escape I don't belong But I'll play along Follow their rules Sing their song Don’t raise their suspicions Just stay strong Do no wrong Don't draw their attention It won't be long Until I can make my move It's time to get away from here I can't stay in this place where I just can't be me I need to escape to somewhere I can be free It's time to get away from here There's nothing here for me There's no one I can trust If they knew who I am They'd treat me with disgust I need to escape Make no sound Don't be loud Don't draw their attention Don't get found That isn't how this ends Stay concealed Don't be seen Just stay in the shadows Choose my time And run for the compound fence
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Indoctrination is a speculative fiction concept album. It tells a story about a woman who wakes up with amnesia. She is indoctrinated into a seemingly friendly cult, but things take a sinister turn. Gradually, it becomes clear that she is being subjected to a weird form of conversion therapy. (Content warning - look after yourself!)

This felt like a very important project to me. I've thankfully never experienced conversion therapy myself, but I find the concept horrifying. It wasn't a subject I intentionally set out to tackle. I was working on a story idea - as an exercise - about a woman with amnesia being indoctrinated into a cult. Her lesbian awakening was originally a way of creating some friction between her and the cult, because the character needed motivation to leave. But as soon as I considered it, I realised that she had effectively experienced a sort of conversion therapy. That gave the idea a new importance to me, and I felt like I should pursue it. I re-worked the plot a bit more to make the conversion therapy aspect a deliberate scheme, rather than an accident, and set to work. I hope I've done the subject justice.

Credits

Music and lyrics by Mara Flint. Performed by Mara Flint.