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Indoctrination (Washing My Brain)

from Indoctrination

June 4th, 2025
12 tracks
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Indoctrination
Indoctrination
Indoctrination (Washing My Brain)
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Indoctrination (Washing My Brain)
Carmine Rebellion
I sit attentively for my, education.. I listen to your enthusiastic oration Every lesson and each careful quotation Another step in my indoctrination Please save me Please make me Worthy of you Wash my brain make it clean Free me from who I have been Soothe my pain and let me rest Tell me that I’m truly blessed To find you I'm enthralled by your dedication I'm moved by your obvious elation Every word of your fine-tuned narration Another step in my indoctrination Please change me Please make me Worthy of you Wash my brain - make it clean Free me from who I have been Soothe my pain and let me rest Tell me that I'm truly blessed To find you Tell me things Tell me what to believe I'm listening I’m ready to receive I'm hanging on to your conversation I'm desperate to meet your expectations Actively seeking more integration I collaborate on my indoctrination Tell me… What do you wan’t from me? I’m ready To be what you want me to be
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Indoctrination is a speculative fiction concept album. It tells a story about a woman who wakes up with amnesia. She is indoctrinated into a seemingly friendly cult, but things take a sinister turn. Gradually, it becomes clear that she is being subjected to a weird form of conversion therapy. (Content warning - look after yourself!)

This felt like a very important project to me. I've thankfully never experienced conversion therapy myself, but I find the concept horrifying. It wasn't a subject I intentionally set out to tackle. I was working on a story idea - as an exercise - about a woman with amnesia being indoctrinated into a cult. Her lesbian awakening was originally a way of creating some friction between her and the cult, because the character needed motivation to leave. But as soon as I considered it, I realised that she had effectively experienced a sort of conversion therapy. That gave the idea a new importance to me, and I felt like I should pursue it. I re-worked the plot a bit more to make the conversion therapy aspect a deliberate scheme, rather than an accident, and set to work. I hope I've done the subject justice.

Credits

Music and lyrics by Mara Flint. Performed by Mara Flint.