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Reawakening

from Indoctrination

June 4th, 2025
12 tracks
76:02
Indoctrination
Indoctrination
Reawakening
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7:16
Reawakening
Carmine Rebellion
Returning to myself Finding my identity Remembering myself Finding a new clarity The mists are clearing And the light of day Spills in Faces in the night Faces I now recognise Faces I remember Faces from another life Reawakening I now recognise her face Reawakening My memories are returning New feelings are awakening And the dream keeps recurring
3:00

Indoctrination is a speculative fiction concept album. It tells a story about a woman who wakes up with amnesia. She is indoctrinated into a seemingly friendly cult, but things take a sinister turn. Gradually, it becomes clear that she is being subjected to a weird form of conversion therapy. (Content warning - look after yourself!)

This felt like a very important project to me. I've thankfully never experienced conversion therapy myself, but I find the concept horrifying. It wasn't a subject I intentionally set out to tackle. I was working on a story idea - as an exercise - about a woman with amnesia being indoctrinated into a cult. Her lesbian awakening was originally a way of creating some friction between her and the cult, because the character needed motivation to leave. But as soon as I considered it, I realised that she had effectively experienced a sort of conversion therapy. That gave the idea a new importance to me, and I felt like I should pursue it. I re-worked the plot a bit more to make the conversion therapy aspect a deliberate scheme, rather than an accident, and set to work. I hope I've done the subject justice.

Credits

Music and lyrics by Mara Flint. Performed by Mara Flint.