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Chastity

from Orchid, or "How to Bloom in Total Darkness"

January 3rd, 2025
20 tracks
76:22
Orchid, or "How to Bloom in Total Darkness"
Orchid, or "How to Bloom in Total Darkness"
Chastity
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Chastity
Dima Foxpaws
You’re blowing up my discord As I’m traveling to the bar Getting drunk is an excuse To leave you on read tomorrow When your window broke Could have been worse believe me Planning how to get rid of you Yeah baby, I was scheming Chastity! Charity! Comeuppance! Clarity! Yeah we coulda had a baby Yeah we coulda had a baby Chastity! Charity! Comeuppance! Clarity! Yeah we coulda had a baby Yeah we coulda had a baby Better men than you deserve Betraying John like he’s your conscience When you collect the perfect lover Am I the only one whose honest You know things are getting weird now Felt me up and grabbed my collar Like a crow with a wounded lover Then you fucked my business partner The bloodline ends here The bloodline ends here Chastity! Charity! Comeuppance! Clarity! Yeah we coulda had a baby Yeah we coulda had a baby Chastity! Charity! Comeuppance! Clarity! Yeah we coulda had a baby Yeah we coulda had a baby And you don’t want me hanging round them? I don’t care what some twink did You know he’s just a stupid kid I can’t sleep with you every night Even with how you moan in bed I can’t be your heroin The bloodline ends here The bloodline ends here Chastity! Charity! Comeuppance! Clarity! Yeah we coulda had a baby Yeah we coulda had a baby Chastity! Charity! Comeuppance! Clarity! You are in my city And your new boy’s a Trumpie I knew you in another life I know you could have been my wife I’ll see you in another place I promise you I’ll be the same But I’m begging you to change We can stoke our burning flame The bloodline doesn’t have to end We can fuck and still be friends Branches coming through your window You can fly to meet your himbos You don’t have to cry over maybes If I were you I’d have my baby Well you’re gonna need a big gun Gotta shoot me I’m the real one I could never be the cool dad Come on shoot me, you’re my fag hag Now I’m crying over my lost son Gotta shoot me I’m the real one I can lie and say I don’t care He could have your face and my hair You really think our love’s gone bad When I’m begging you to choke me mad Miss our whispers, creeping hands When you felt me up beside my man When I'm begging on my knees It's a kind of loving that you can’t teach You can stay just out of reach The mysteriously rich sweet auntie We could make a generation You could be my Mary Magdalene But I guess it’s just no use Ten years on and I still love you Kicked from the Space Force for being a tranny I’ll go back to Pittsburgh and move in with Amy Draining my savings and pondering my placement Time circles back and I’m stuck in the basement Oh, is anyone alive out there? Is there anyone alive out there? Is anyone alive out there?
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"Orchid," or, "How to Bloom in Total Darkness," is the story of a cyclical year that keeps repeating, a dream I can't stop having, and a flower always blooming.

Credits

All songs composed, performed & produced, by Dima Foxpaws
Bass, tracks 2, 9, 10, 13, 16, 20 by Frazzle (bsky.app/profile/frazzlemon.bsky.social)
Mixing, track 18 by PegasYs (pegasys1.bandcamp.com)
Sound effects by freesound.org users: andrographics, ani music, cahillsc, stecman, tweeterdj