vi. leviathan

you know you hold the power and you know you don’t wield it well when you break the oath of liars you condemn yourself to hell why am i the only one who sees behind the veil? free me from these clutching loins, you’re far beyond the pale you laid your hands upon me and you’ve paid no price, til now you bequeath nothing of value but the pain that you disavow when you scream with the wrath of vengeance i fall deaf to your desperate pleas you believe there’s no retribution for these wounds that you gave to me the devouring mother how you wear away my will i shall blame no other for the girl you tried to kill fear was so loud in my eyes loss of the life you denied never saw you as a threat til it was far too late never saw you as a threat til it was far too late the death of my youth and how many times i tried to escape by ending my life i was a princess locked in a spire i heard the trumpets announce the fire the cord was not cut but wrapped round my throat a leash for your pet to drain me of hope awake in a trance i finally see the power you used to subjugate me you tried to raise a man to be the husband you desired sophoclean tragedy by which you were inspired free me from the shackles of the water of your womb suffer, my jacosta, as you rot within your tomb would you eat the afterbirth to cast a wicked spell? become the leviathan, a gift bestowed by hell? suffer all the pain of your perverted carnal acts power without conscience and the soul will then collapse i hope you burn forever