The Astronomer

Two opposing forces tearing me apart Since I was young, since before it happened I was pulled apart at the seams of my heart Couldn’t figure which way was up So I wondered Years were spent asking myself how could I know If I don’t find out You were the one that showed me I wish that I didn’t have to say goodbye This was the first time I truly understood Life on the other side Thank you for everything 2021 - what have I become This mess isn’t sustainable at all I can’t even take care of myself, much less another The symptoms are adding up I can’t even feel myself anymore This can’t be the life I live Where I am alone for this Where I cannot give for you You were the one that showed me I wish that I didn’t have to say goodbye This was the first time I truly understood Life on the other side Thank you for everything Thank you for everything